

did not disappoint.






































Elle was assigned to give an oral report on maple syrup farms in her preschool class. I know...oral report when you are four years old?? However, she did LOVE doing it and even loved the poster that we (I) made. Her number one request was that it have glitter on it and let me just say, she was sure to point that out to her class several times. Jon surprised her and took off from work to meet us at her school to watch her deliver her report. She did a great job and was too adorable for words. Right as she finished, she ran to me and whispered in my ear, "mama, I was really nervous up there". I reassured her of how well she did and she sat on my lap for the rest of the presentations. This is the first of many school projects I am sure and we were so proud of her. 
I sure love this little girl. She goes to a little preschool program just one day a week for a few hours. She LOVES it and loves that she gets to take a lunch box just like her big sister. She is soo proud of this Hello Kitty lunch box. You can see it in the way she is admiring it. Too cute. Whenever I drop her off I tell her I love her and that I will come right back to get her when she is done playing. That makes her happy and she runs off to play. The cute thing is that every time I pick her up, the first thing she says is, "mama back!" and then hugs me. I tell her that mama will ALWAYS come back for her. I hope as she grows older she will know that no matter how far apart we are from eachother that her mama loves her and that I will always be there for her and that I will always "come back" for her or more realistically (as she gets older) she can always "come back" to me.



This fun little water play-area is at our neighborhood pool and is one of our favorite places to go. Elle calls it the "waterpark" and Gwen calls it "splash-splash". They beg me to take them there daily. The girls were in heaven and so was I. Between this and the beach, I think we are set for the summer.


Before I had Elle, I was a first grade teacher. I loved, loved, loved it. Such a fun and rewarding job. At the end of the day all of the moms would stand outside my classroom window and wait for me to open the door to let their little ones out. As much as I loved being in the classroom (I really did...and still miss it at times), a part of me was also envious of all the mommies on the other side of that glass. I wanted to be a mother. As far back as I can remember, I have always yearned for this....even as a little girl I would hold my baby dolls and pretend they were real. I know it is not like this for lots of women but it has always been true for me. Lots of days I feel overwhelmed and feel just warn out from the day in and day out routines of this whole mom business. However, I have actually never felt that what I am doing is in vain or not of importance. Often, I feel like I can't stand to unload that darn dishwasher one more time, or deal with a child's tantrum. It gets old, BUT I do feel blessed that I have always felt in my heart of hearts the importance of my role as a mother. There is NOTHING I would rather be doing in this life than being Elle and Gwen's mom. I whisper in their little ears daily how much I love being their mommy. I want them to not only hear those words but to feel those words in their hearts. It is true and for this blessing, I am so thankful.
